Take a bow

10th December'08,
sudden urge to blog somehow.
p.yixuan was away from 9th December'08
returning on the 16th December.
And so, today is only the second day,
7 days left to her arriving,
it was only the second day, yet i couldnt get to sleep.
Till late hours, having nightmares.
I don't know why, times pass real slow.
I couldnt get to forget her.
The day since she left the sight of mine.
I hate the feeling of parting with her,
but i couldnt stop her from leaving.

I decieved myself, telling myself that,
the 8 days will pass real fast, but,
it was only the first day, yesterday,
when she left, i couldn't slp at night,
i had nightmares, i *****,
realising how much i miss her,
realising that i couldn't even afford,
to lose her.

Days passed real slow,
i have been carrying the letters that you gave me.
whenever i miss you, i will not hesitate to take a look at the letter
neither i will hesitate to take out my phone,
looking at the last message that you sent me, bidding me goodbye
telling me that you will not be able to share my thoughts,
my happennings with you, for the 8 days,
not being able to greet me twice a day,
sorrows ate me up,

Remembering, that you made my day always, without fail.
remembering how good you are to me,
remembering you nagging at me,
remembering the fights involving you and me,
remembering the misunderstanding between both of us.

I didnt forget it at all, it has been in my heart, deep down,
though the few months may be short, i am quite sure,
that deep down in my heart,
you have been tattooed on my heart, cannot be erased.

Hence, i am here to pen down my thoughts.
i may not be good to you,
but i have been really trying hard,
trying hard to find things to busy with,
when you are away, trying my best,
not to think about you that hard,
but i couldn't, i realise that you are really,
important to me.
Where are you exactly my dear.
How have you been?
Have you been enjoying?
i really would like to know,
whether you are safe over there or not.

I miss you,
i miss you calling me retard,
i miss your hokay, ogay,
the way you care for me.
i miss your laughter,
i miss your scolding.
i miss your naggings.

It's been the longest 8days without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you.
Understand?

Hope that you are fine over there,
hope that you are enjoying,
hope that you will reach singapore in no time
hope that the 8 days will pass real fast.
cause i really really miss you.

p.yixuan & n.weihao